well i fell sick. so sick that i have to miss the church anniversary service. i wanted so much to go. but i cant. i cant even walk properly or sit properly. the pain on my back is bad. very bad. argh!!! and im kind of angry nw. my cow. make my member wait for him for so long. ended up he with his last time cg. haiz. i realli dont know what to do. shld i be happy that at least he attend service? i duno.
back to my sickness. i have no idea why me and what happen to me. had this very bad infection on my back. and it is gettin worse when i was helpin out in the children church. called my mum told her abt it. den i buy banmian dry hme for my meals.
lo and behold. after eating. my face start to itch badly. at first i thought it was my makeup... and i feel very xinku. coz i gt choKed and was coughin badly. slowly, my neck and head start to itch like nv b4. i felt so xinku. den i start to sense something nt quite right. coz i start to feel patches on my neck. and i quickly go to the mirror. and i almost burst out crying. my whole face is filled with patches. those kind of mosquitoes bite patches. and it is so bad that i think i loOk 40yrs older. -_-"~ so i quickly wash my face and it start to turn red. slowly, my shoulder, body, leg, hand... small patches start to appear. and they will be red. im so scared. nv in my life this happen b4. i felt as though im gng to die. LOLx. my mum came hme and saw me. and she scolded me. coz she thinK it is the cause of me having late nites.. anyway. i went to see a doctor. and he said that it is foOd allegic. but dunO what im allegic to. and for the lump infection. de doctor oso dunO whats tat. and if it is still gng to swell tmr... he gt to refer me to somewhr else. argh...!! went hme. bath again. and i saw the red patches on my body start forming. i almost cry again. it is realli very bad. im realli very scared at that time. and i keep scratchin. for a moment, i thought im a monkey.!!~ finish bathin. tooK my medicine and i start to feEl giddy. almost fainted. de lump on my back is more tormenting. i cant even lay flat. thus im having this very bad stiff neck. and my whole back, body is aching like nv b4. i didnt slp well at all. i will nid to take almost 5mins to toss ard. and another 5mins to find the correct position that i can slp without hurting it. haiz. and duno hw long to actually fall aslp.
thinK my cow was very worried oso. sorry to make u worry. but i realli feel like crying. i felt so pissed off with myself. why on earth mus it be me! and i thinK i sound kind of frustrated and unreasonable and childish on the phone. haiz.
didnt attend svc today. i felt so bad. it is the church anniversay and im sick. haiz. and my cow put my member aeroplane. haiz. i realli duno what to do. and i told sarah abt us ystrday nite thru sms. think she is very pissed off with me. haiz. i also duno what to say. jus pray that she will nt be so angry. haiz.
im still feelin very xinku nw. the lump on my back is so pain that i cant even move. and i dun dare to eat anything. coz i duno what issit that im allegic to. and thus, i hve been takin medicine with an empty stomach. haiz. God, pls heal me!!!!!!!!!!!
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